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Vampire :
Naixin ,
Don't Say Wrong My Name .
Loves skeleton.
Ageless ,
-been living for :
2thousand years , 9month , 2 days .
Anglican High ;
But i hate it.
Concert Band.
Clarinet.
Its awesome !
Singapore Church Of Harvest.
Single but is Loved by GOD.
HT5 2008 ,
HT4 2009 ,
HT1 2010 ,
Requesting Presents On 2 September ,
if not ..
YOU DIE .

我们天上的父，
愿人都尊你的名为圣，
愿你的国度降临，
愿你的旨意行在地上，
如同行在天上。
我们日用的饮食，
今日赐给我们。
免我们的债，
如同我们免了人的债。
不叫我们遇见试探，
救我们脱离凶恶。
因为国度，权柄，荣耀，
都是你的，
直到永远。
阿门。

Adrian
Ahband
Ahband
Ahclarinet
AmandaBand
Amanda1B
Andrea
Angela
Brendan
Cecelia
Cornelia
Changhua
Freda
Harvest teens
HT5
Hui wen
Hui zhen
Jaime
Janice
Katherine
Liyun
Loyalty
Michelle
Qin lin
Qing yi
Ren meng
Rui Xin
SamanthaBand
SamanthaTKPS
Samantha1B
Si hui
Shang le
Shi min
Shu hui
Stacy
Sylvia
Teng teng
Teng teng
Teng teng
Teresa
TKPS
Tony
Wanling
Winnie
Wei lin
Wen jing
Xin ni
Xuan
Yan yong
Yeeting
Yi jin
Yun yu
Yuling
6 harmony
Slacker grp

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♥ ALL MY THANKS TO HER ♥

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Lovedrops♥
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its the ugly truth.
the really ugly one.

actually,
i have no idea what am i going to write in this post,
today in school i had gastric,
back home ealier,
i sat down and thought really deeply.
hey why is this just happening to me ?
i know i had really done a lot of wrong things.
really a lot a lot.
am telling people that i can not stand vulgarities,
when in side my heart,
i shout it out loud when am angry.
what's this ?
should that be what you should do as a daughter of God.
i gossiped behind people's back whereas i ask people not to do that to us ?
its unreasonable.
but i don't really understand,
why does everything start to change since the time i came back from China ?
what happened ?
its the ugly fact that i had no idea at all.
but i choose to trust winnie le,
even if she's wrong,
i've trusted her already,
what else can i do ?
abandone her and wenjing, qinlin and wanrong just for you ?
all rights man,
its totally impossible,
i think that my friendship with wanrong n qinlin is tough.
we quarreled many times,
we got backstabbed by the same person when our friendship is not even strong.
but we still make it to the end.
i thank God for that.
its just impossible to let go of their hands,
and so the same for winnie, wenjing and the rest.
i remember in the beginning of the year,
where we sit near to each other,
and everytime you would call me to buy sweets for you,
and everytime we would be together taking some videos,
and we will laugh and laugh and laugh non-stop.
isn't that wonderful memories ?
oh but i almost forgot,
its all over now.
its the ugly truth that because of winnie,
you start to hate me,
and its also the ugly truth that,
because of one of your good fren who i suppose,
backstabbed me somehow,
i started to hate you.
God says we must be mercy and forgive and forget.
but sometimes its just so difficult for me to do.

its the ugly truth that i said bad things of you and thought really negatively about you.
because of all that confections that happened weeks ago,
you saw my tears ya ?
do you think thats faked ?
i suppose i told you before the reasons when i would cry,
its my heart pain.
most of the pain physically i could bear with it,
but not with my heart yea ?
but its even the more uglier truth that,
you said to my friends who are neutral,
bad things about me ?
ya ?
we are not stupid,
its obvious.
its got another 3 years in band that we will meet each other.
and its gt another 3 chance that we will be in the same class.

i know about my own ugly truth,
i trust people too easily,
and am always over-protective.
but i never regret all that i had done ?
i've standed up for winnie and now i've make myself a group of enemies.
all that i done for winnie resulting me in what ?
spammed blog, losing of friends, gaining of enemies, vulgarities about me.
so have i regretted ?
hmmm, maybe in the future i will,
but so far i havent realise yet.
am sure that i gained something,
i think i had became more matured in friendship.
you are a good friend indeed,
but winnie is better.
qinlin and wanrong is the best.
i believe no one hate me in my clique,
we might not be best friends,
but we were good friends.
so whats really good friendships ?
you will get test for it.
did i had quarrel with wanrong or qinlin ?
yes i did,
i remembered in the beginning i scolded them inside my heart,
but so ?
are we still friends now ?
the answer is obvious rite ?
are we just friends ?
we are toghter in school most of the times.
but the ugly truth is,
we are all going to different classes,
next year,
maybe we will be just a hi-bye friends,
next next year,
maybe we will not be even saying hi-bye.
but so what ?
i've got all the photos taken,
they are the best memories of my secondary 1 life.
and i still have my cliques.
am not alone.
oh i think am a bit out of points already.
but its just pitiful to lose you,
you are really a good friend,
i will remember all our good memories and deleted the bads in my brain.
but its wonderful to gain the cliques,
lastly,
this would be my words for all my friends,
i really thank you for the memories i had.
and extra thanks to wanrong and qinlin whom,
all this while,
been standing by my side.
cliques, you all are the bestest out of the best.
i here wish all of you a wonderful year ahead,
and i really hope that we do keep in touch even when we go to different classes,
clique outing all rights ?
we shall forgot about all our worries and just came to talk with our old friends.
my loves,
cliques,
freda, liyun, qinlin, wanrong, michelle, samantha, wenjing, winnie, xinni, desiree & hilda.
girls, lets all jiayou for next year and make other great friends.
but just, leave some space for the cliques in youe heart.

ha,
i think am going to cry,
only 2 more days left in school.
oh please,
let us have more time.