Saturday, July 31, 2010
taggies reply . xDD ♥
6:05 AM
RENMENG!: yeps link already !! :D
XUAN: love you dear . :3
YOKETING(:: ahaha . thanks for tagging !!
samantha: yea la yea la . chou mei ! =p
Winnie: haha no problem la . love you . :D
FeLiCiA: haha yes yea i know darling !!
amanda :): hi . :D
Yuling: haha thanks for the tag . yea manbe should stop emoing . hhaa
hello ! x3 ♥
5:19 AM

renmeng is my babe . hearts hearts .
friday with bridgel renmeng justion and jaedon was fun .
ultimate see chen's family tree for the win man .
xDD i love see chen . =p
after that went to band .
reheasal for national day parade .
si mr yeow got problem sia .
freaking pms ah .
then ,
went to festival of praise with adrian , hui wen and yanyong .
i thought it was awesome .
but apprantly someone don't think so .
and i suppose i was very very pissed off .
its so hard for me to be a friend .
i don't know .
i don't know what's the problem with me ?
all the promises ,
i know its empty .
yet i choose to believe them .
how stupid .
Thursday, July 29, 2010
where are all those days ? X: ♥
8:09 AM

sometimes , i wonder where all those days went ?
it seems so long ago , yet so near . X:
where we self-praced everyday .
and go buy bubble tea and sit on the swing talk about ghost stories .
i think i remembered every single detail happened with the slackers .
its just so fresh in my mind .
like it just happened yesterday ?
but now ,
everything's changed .
sometimes the friendship got destroyed with unknown little things .
and the heavy work made all of us no time to meet up with each other .
things start to change ,
maybe its the fame , the person , or the things around ?
but everything's changed .
i felt so hatred now .
i hate hate hate this situation now .
but there's nothing can be done to make me have that kind of passion again ?
its just soooooo hard .
my heart seems frozen .
so does some of the others .
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
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1:45 AM

no one knows how much i used to love band .
with my whole heart , whole life , whole soul .
but now , i'm not .
what made me become like that ?
many many .
Monday, July 26, 2010
stupid day . >: ♥
6:38 AM

qq is a rock star . haha
uh . today is a stupid day .
yea .
you know ,
i kind of just realise ,
that everyday ,
all my emotions ,
uh duh i'm referring to those BAD emotions ,
mostly all come from band .
which means ,
i always get sad with band .
or whatsoever .
i don't give a damn .
=.=
the concert nus held is awesome ,
the clarinets ran their fingers like crazy de leh !
i wonder if one day i can become like them .
but the dream still seems so far .
:/
i kind of find back a bit of my passion for band after the concert ?
i don't know .
all i remember is sec 1 i love band like crazy ,
self-prac everyday , everything also talk about band .
but now ,
its sad to say .
but i think i left little passion for band ,
but i don't think its my fault at all .
call me a hao lian kia or whatever .
but if there wasn't issues like wanting to transfer me to oboe/bass clarinet/bassoon ?
i think now i will still be as passionate for band .
maybe even more .
i don't understand why i must be the one to experience all this .
i don't understand .
=.=
people leaves and people come ,
different people do things differently .
and i really don't like the way the people now .
they settle things without an aim .
that's really stupid .
and do things without even planning .
hello ,
grow a brain please .
say other people childish ?
kns .
argh .
my mind now is so like shit .
everyone's excitedly talking about japan .
and i'm not going .
yea .
shitty .
i felt no sence of belonging in band .
or rather ,
no more sence of belonging .
life is hard and i intend to give up . :/
Sunday, July 25, 2010
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7:33 AM

went to winnie's new house for house warming today .
it was nice .
met her friends .
her house was nice !!
and nice foooooooods . xDDD
the rest of the people played badminton while i and winnie's friend just slacked around .
haha
i'm too lazy to do anything related to sports la !!
xP
taggies reply . xDD ♥
6:46 AM
Yeeting: hello link you already . :D
samantha: yesh !! xDD nice right .
stacy (-:: ok linked already la . haha :D
samantha: i like to visit their blog toooooo !!!
Yuling: haha of course i know you . :) link you soon .
samantha: its coooool la . -.-
sihui: yes its cooooool !! its my clari . haha
samantha: =p=p chou mei is human's natural process . ahaha
imy . D: ♥
12:08 AM

i miss my mommy . like seriously .
its been 19 days that she and my grandparents went back .
and i'm missing her like shit .
D:
ok finally my blog is done with everything a blog should have !!!
tada ~~~~
thanks to xuan !!!
if not this stupid blog will still be screwed like shit .
xDDD
Saturday, July 24, 2010
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10:08 AM
screw me upside down man .
:(
when i put in the new template ,
i forget to save my old one !
now everything's gone .
walao .
screw blogger la .
why no undo one ?
:(
♥
8:33 AM
long time dead blog .i shall put some photos to make it look nicer . :)

the best fan ever . xDD
me and my qian qian . 2h chalet '10 .

band games day '10 . shangle's so cute .

my beloved rabbit which i gave to xinjie . D:

aha ! nbc day ! i like our uniform . lovez .

yanyan and adrian . :D they were at my house there de playground . haha

hoho . nus concert with my darling . muack muack .
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7:58 AM
ok hi dead blog .
long time no see .
=.=
aha .
since i decide to play less audi ,
i shall do this to use my times .
hahaha .
i want to change my blogskin .
D:
today went to nus concert at singapore conference with yijin .
woo .
it was like awesome .
the clarinetist there .
oh my ,
fingers move like crazy one sia .
i wonder if one day i will become like them .
ahaha .
trumpet solo .
walao . damn nice okay .
sian .
now make me want to play trumpet . :X
haha
and saxophone solo , piccolo , flute solo .
all so awesome .
argh argh and there's like 4 conductors leh .
cool bodoh .
bigbig thanks to my darling yijin for the ticket !! muack muack ok .