Tuesday, August 31, 2010
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8:11 AM

i still like my this fringe . D: fml for cutting the new one . -.-
today morning walk to school with samantha and isabelle .
hahaha samantha saw my bag and smsed me .
lols . my bag's that obvious !!
and then ,
we talked and talked and talked .
and our topic went to the japan trip .
oh so only 24 people's going .
that's like half of the band only . -.-
so ,
you think we will benefit ?
totally crap .
it won't benefit the band anything !
-.-
since i'm in the outsider view of this issue .
i can't really talk much about it .
oh well , just in case some people might see this and say bitchy things about me .
i don't know . -.-
but what i am sure of ,
the band sure sure sure sure won't benefit .
haha like maybe ,
maybe ,
only those 1st and 2nd .
yea and the thirds are dead .
totally dead .
whatever ,
i'm not gonna think .
if not later got moodswing .
:X
Sunday, August 29, 2010
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7:21 AM

oh well , i still remember that there's this giant tree at my house in china .
well its probably dead now since my dad's so hot tempered recently . -.-
healthy lifestyle campaign's been going on quite well .
ha . though its the third week only and i missed the second week .
but at least its better than nothing ok .
hahaha
i'm really gonna continue this .
till someday ?
its gonna be fun .
even though it might be just 2 person .
but i really enjoy it .
and i hope in the process ,
i really can burn down some fats . -.-
hahaha
hmmm ,
need to really work hard for my studies .
oh this suddenly remind me of the trip to japan .
it was a joke man . seriously .
they said its gonna be a count of the result .
oh well ,
some people's result's really lousy .
and i mean , really .
i'm not trying to be sarcastic but its just the fact .
and the fact that david's so happy cause his mom is going to left him alone in the house .
-.-
bias . stupid . tired . anger . seniors .
words i found to discribe band .
but again this reminds me of yijin darling .
who actually love her band so much until now .
its kind of awesome to me .
and yea , she plays awesomely too .
and i'm jealous . hahahah
but don't be scared ,
i'm not going to work hard just because i'm jealous .
wait till i find the real reason . ;D
then maybe , i'll try . :D
hahaha
anyway my chat box is dead .
i don't intend to reply any messages anymore .
hahaha .
this place is dead .
but its just gonna be a place to let me say out everything i wanted to .
xDD
life maybe awesome , for this moment .
Friday, August 27, 2010
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7:32 AM

hahaha . i remember this is the first photo that i took using my phone .
hmmm .
i guess .
some of the patience left for the one last chance is almost used up .
i guess theory test was quite ok ?
it wasn't as difficult as i thought . -.-
really . and with the help of brendan and haixin .
hmmm .
fine . perhaps he's really a nice person .
but , like the scars are already there .
maybe it really tooks another long time before i can really find back ,
my passions in band .
oh well .
at least i'm trying .
so whoever trys to stress me out or something .
-.- watch out . -.-
lol .
chinese result is seriously suckish .
i got to seriously buck up .
-.-
my english's catching up man !
how amazing !!!
hahahaha =p
Monday, August 23, 2010
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2:59 AM

i miss ht1 . D:
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Thursday, August 19, 2010
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5:33 AM
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i miss the old times .
fml . like seriously .
i feel like dying now already .
oh freak .
i hated my fringe .
for the first time in my entire life .
oh gosh .
i would rather pin it up then letting it down .
oh fuck .
i hated myself .
=.=
i've been screwing my life like nobody's business .
i need to have a freaking life .
i hate myself .
fml . mls .
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
i hated myself . ♥
2:50 AM

like seriously , i miss it .
i rather people say i look really ugly in it ,
but i just like it .
oh freak .
regrets much .
-.-
and so today i emoed for quite a while .
got reason ?
of course la .
-.-
just getting pissed off .
oh freak .
why is things happening like this .
-.-
i just feel like shouting fuck into myself man .
what's wrong with me ?
and what's wrong with this freaking world .
-.-
haix .
chill man .
i need to chill myself .
freak .
its like so hard .
cause i just can't .
stop thinking about it . -.-
freak sia .
really .
freak .
Monday, August 16, 2010
its been a long time . ♥
7:22 AM

i feel weird .
so long never go teens already .
:X
my life is screwed man .
oh my .
=.=
i have no idea what's going on in my daily lifes .
oh freak .
-.-
yes , i have no more passion in my life .
all those got ruined by people .
people who wanted to like ,
transfer me to oboe , bassoon and bass clarinet ?
oh what shit man .
and oh i'm referring to my life in band .
freaks ,
there must be a reason right ,
that everyone around me ,
who are non - band - er ,
ask me to pon band .
and i mean ,
everyone .
each and single one of them been telling me that .
haix .
see , my screwed life begins like that .
my friends got angry at me for not going out with them ,
but to go band . =.=
its like ,
naixin , want go out today ? :D
no . i have band .
lol what the hell . tomorrow ?
lol i have band too . T.T
yea shit you la . -.-
and the fact now is ,
i really hate it .
i hate it man .
i don't freaking care how you feel about me .
i don't freaking dream to be a clarinetist anymore .
i don't freaking want to bond with you .
-.-
yes .
and i don't care if i get the cca point .
oh i must be mad already .
excuse me .
don't block my way .
but anyway ,
i still don't think that its my fault k .
you forced me to feel negative .
hell yea man .
bye .
Thursday, August 12, 2010
yes mom . ♥
6:33 AM

yes mom .
what you saw is fake .
FAKE .
get it ?
yes he did come to my house .
oh , i mean our house .
on a late saturday night .
-.-
so ?
it don't mean anything okay ?
-.-
lame sia you .
ok bye .
i don't want to explain too much things to you .
-.-
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
i love my laopo hui ting !! ai si ni le !!!! xDDD ♥
5:55 AM

yea . this post is dedicated to my dearest dearest dearest huiting laopo !!!
xDDD
see i so nice right ?
hahha tomorrow must give me kiss leh !
^^
hehehe .
muackszxzxzx !
my laopo so cute ah .
got cute voice somemore leh !
heh .
go out more often with me kays ?
:D
love you lots !!
hearts hearts .
Sunday, August 8, 2010
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9:26 PM

lovely girls of mine .
hahahah
love them ! hearts hearts .
today early in the morning went to airport fetch my mama .
woohoo !!
she's finally back !
lalalala
now i no need everytime go out eat le .
at least i know there will be someone at home waiting for me ...
xDDD
i want to buy a bag leh ...
but no one want to buy couple one with me .
D:
chou hui ting !
-.-
heng .
chou chu ting also pangseh people .
one day i shall find another day and
drag someone to buy couple bag with me !!
haha
never minds for now ,
at least i have couple watch and angelt with yi qian .
awww .
hahas
Saturday, August 7, 2010
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4:49 AM

haha . lucky me sit beside shangle leh . xDD
i look like office women right ? haha
friday ndp wooh .
took taxi to school .
haix .
don't know la .
it was quite okay .
except that it is soooo soooo sooooo hot with blazer and sitting under the hot sun .
-.-
but i still like blazer .
i like myself when i look former .
hahas
tree planting is the shitty part .
waited and waited for stupid ah boon for so long . kns .
-.-
and what the hack la .
i'm so damn angry for missing the part that see chenn sing .
i missed it man !!
walao eh .
i missed so many hao xi in my class .
sian .
ahhh .
epic fail sia .
D:
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
i hearts chu ting dear dear . ♥
7:41 AM

yoohooo .
i love my er laopo chuuuuu ting .
hearts hearts . xDDD
yea so my long awaiting jelly is here .
muahahah .
finally i known how to make it liao .
actually is so easy la .
hahaha
i bought so so so many different kind one .
haha
know why i so rush ?
cause i wanna make some before my mom come back from china .
then she can taste all the delicious jelly that i hand made .
hahaha i so fillial leh .
xDDD
time spent with chu ting is simply awesome la .
talking about stupid things that happened ,
and discussing who's is more stupid .
hahaha
went to the bus stop and waited for bus like 2 idiot .
uh huh uh huh .
hahha
happy day woooooooh .
xDDD
Monday, August 2, 2010
screw you all to the maximum man . -.- ♥
4:59 AM

i love my dearest dearest qian qian and ah chu .
they are my 2 laopo and xiao laopo . haha
oh gosh , 2.4 was a total crap .
i'm so disappointed at myself .
argh .
and maybe a little angry ?
cause obviously ,
some people said they want to run together ,
and they will not pangseh ,
and in the end that's the only thing that they did .
-.-
should have ran with my other friends lor .
at least i'm so so so so so sure that ,
they won't pangseh me .
and i bet they will keep encourage me and drag me along .
though they ran very fast .
haha .
haix .
i'm so disappointed man .
i ran like super slow .
and i keep stoping .
i'm so stupid to eat so much before that .
argh !!
-.-
stupid stitches .
make me can't even ran and keep stoping .
i think i deproved the most .
T.T